A New Beginning…
Monday, August 1st, 2005‘If you’re not afraid of what love brings then endings are beginning of beautiful things’. A song full of promises for a person who had just let go. One might find this too-good-to-be-true but now I am a firm believer. 
I’ve just recently closed another chapter of my book of love. As with all the other break-ups, I spent so many hours thinking if I am going to do the right thing or not. In a jiffy, fears popped in my head. Fear of being alone, fear of not finding the right one and fear of making the wrong decision.
Truly, God moves in mysterious ways. Slowly, He showed me how childish my fears are. I suddenly remembered the words I once said, that He always gives me the best in life. So, why must I fear. I realized that how can I find the right one if I don’t let go. Surely, He doesn’t want me to be selfish, right? That is, spending my time with someone while waiting for a new one to come.
I’ve also learned a lot from this break-up and one of those is to let go while you still have love and respect for each other. Because when you waited for the time that you can’t totally stand each other anymore and angry words had been exchanged then it will forever leave a scar to each other.
Oh well, I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. Honestly speaking, I am excited. I am so excited for the things that will come my way. I don’t know if there is someone for me or I will stay single for the rest of my life. Though I still hope and pray that I would get the first option and with a guy that will love me more than I love him. :) But then again, everything is up to Him. I can only do as much.
A new day a new beginning. :) I will forever be grateful for all of His blessings.
