Life, Love and Relationships

HOORAY!!! HOORAY!!!  Wedding bells are ringing and blue birds are
flying!!!  I finally said YES to a very persistent suitor.   I can’t remember how many times I’ve put aside, rejected and taken lightly this man.  Very fortunately for me, he impressively and patiently waited for me to commit.   We previously had a lot of the lesser commitment mutual understanding type of relationships.   In those times I will always end up breaking my promises to him because I know he will always understand me.   This was how selfish and self-centered I am.

It was in a rainy July 1, 2006 afternoon that I finally gave my full commitment to enter a very serious relationship with him.  There is a feeling of fear but I was calmed with the thought that I am doing it with him.   He assured me that he will always be with me no matter what.   He assured me that I can ask him for help in anything that I need no matter how small or big it is.  He assured me that he will always give importance to me and would love me like crazy!!!  I believe all of his promises because I know the sincerity of his heart and his love for me.  Ako lang naman ang ayaw magcommit dati pa kasi takot ako. :)   

However, he asked me if I am willing to share him with others.  He warned me that it will not be an easy thing to do.   Since I am commitedly in love with him so much, I readily said YES!   Before you get confused further I would like to
introduce MY MAN!  He is MY GOD!  OUR GOD! 

HE is the most precious gift that He surprised me with in my 30th year on earth.  This time it will be a different commitment from my side because I now know how to ask Him for help.   I now know that doing it on my own is not possible.   This time I will strive so hard with His help to refine my character.   I will strive so hard to achieve zero compromise.   I will strive to be like a child that is so
dependent on Him.   I will strive to look at Him as master of my life down from the smallest up to the biggest matters.   This commitment means I need to let go of my independent nature and to change a lot of bad habits because I love my fiancee so much.

I know this requires a lot of effort and work but this change is not impossible with His help.   

Now I understand how it is to be a child in His loving arms. :)  Would you like to experience it too?   To God be the glory!!