Love your enemies part 1 - The beginning…
I was just a mediocre SFC when I first joined the community. I only attended household meetings and went to activities where I am required to dance. Normally, I will dance and leave the activities right away. This is for the reason that I am not comfortable within the community. Also, my mindset before was to be in the community only to give back the talents that He has given me.
I slowly realized what SFC can offer me in terms of deepening my relationship and faith with the Lord. So after 2 years of being a mediocre SFC, I realized that the reason why I am not committing to SFC and all its activities is I fear to commit to God. I was afraid to know Him more for fear of being given a big trial in life.
With this realization, I confronted myself and heeded God’s call. I told God ‘This is it!! I am committing to you!!’ So after 2 years in SFC, I finally served fully whenever and where ever possible. Along with service is me attending all teachings, retreats and PAs. I was really active!!!
I thought that was it. It’s just that! I am serving God and that is enough. I thought God will remain contented and happy with me. I thought God will forever be telling me ‘I am so proud of you my child!’
